I have always been one to question

[2004-01-21] @ [9:08 p.m.]

Ours is not to question why. I remember hearing that saying somewhere in a movie but I do not remember the rest of it. I only remember the part ours is not to question why. I ask question why most of my life. I probably should not do that for the reason of, thinking is bad, to some extent. When I find myself asking why on something, I find that I learn more than I truly wanted to know. New points are brought up and it just makes me ask more questions.

My question is why can't I relax and take things on one at a time. Ah, a trip down memory lane. I remember this going back on in June and January of last year. Actually this is kind of d�j� vu for me. Okay, scratch that, this is d�j� vu for me. I have all ready started studying for exams. This surely seems to be a repeat of a year ago with Geometry exams. I believe I am barely passing Algebera II and I believe I was facing the same dilemma last year with Geometry. Math was something I was never good at. Note to self: do not go into a huge math-related career.

Oh yes, that brings me to another subject. I cannot relax and I find myself dwelling on the smallest things. I do not know why I do this. I just simply do it. It seems to be a natural thing to me as brething is as natural for you as it is for me. I find it to be an very odd thing. Whenever I consider something to be serious, important, or critical, it seems to drive me to insanity or some state of confusion. I am not sure of which it really is. I am really not fond of exams. It does strange things to people. Strange things.

Hmmm...

I am merely try to explain why I am the way I am. Some people consider my entries rather despondent or dismail, which is not always true. I have good days and I have bad days. Today is a questioning day. A day where I question who I am and what I am to become.

Question days are interesting.

Till then, good evening.

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