The Pandas are coming...

[2004-07-27] @ [4:00 p.m.]

Why do I keep putting things off to the last minute?

Why am I talking about this now? Well, perhaps I should explain. I'm an upcoming and rising senior in high school and we all know what the senior year in high school means. Slacking off, making the best year of our teenage lives, prom, and (my personal favorite) applying to colleges. But before I apply to college I must first visit sed college. Which I've have been putting off all summer. One of the college's I have my heart set on right now is Christopher Newport University. But for some reason, I just can't bring myself to call to set up a campus tour.

Now what could be the meaning behind this? I don't want to face the fact that I am going thrown out upon the world's mercy around this time next year? Wait. That last sentence was a bit to dramatic. Let me try again. Maybe I just don't want to face the fact that everything will next year will be new and I don't like change. Perhaps I have neophobia: a fear of changer or anything new.

Who knows? All I know is that this sounds like ranting of a teenager (me to be exact). So I leave you now with a question. I'm in a thinking/questioning type mood today.

What came first: the chicken or the egg?

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