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If only I held time around the tip of my finger...
[2004-10-21] @ [7:55 p.m.]
It's funny really how people percieve different things in life. Take for instance college applications. Now, for me it is a pain in the ass and deadlines are fast approaching and I am trying to keep my head. But I am not doing it very well, at least tonight because I've been letting this stuff build up for the the past few months and I am PMSing. Those aren't a very good combination to begin with in the first place.
And I forgot to mention that I argued with my mom. Cowers in corner That didn't go too well tonight. She feels that I am panicking too much to begin with and suggested I take my time. Ha! I have been doing that since school started. And maybe because the thought of my November 1st deadline coming up within the week scares me just a bit doesn't have to do with the fact that I am stressed just a wee bit.
But I am trying. This whole damn applications process seems never ending right now. I keep on adding thing after thing of my big list of things to do. And sometimes I don't do well under pressure. I suppose of those examples would be right now. I guess I'll get through it. I ususally do and I also have a tendencey to make a huge deal out of things.
And I really haven't freaked out like this since my exams during my sophmore year. But I have allowed to have at least one freak-out every two weeks I think, hell, I am only human. I think I won't apply to UVA or Virginia Tech and just save myself the trouble and stress along the way.
Damn. This seems angst ridden tonight. I don't care. I needed to rant because it makes me feel better. Yes, it does and I am not lying. Know what will be great?
November 2nd because I get that day off and I am not doing crap that day unless I absolutly have to. Anyways, I have a personal statement that needs to be written for the glorious Divine Poweres of Admissions over at JMU.
Night.
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