Quit while you ahead, Kelly.

[2005-06-06] @ [8:28 p.m.]

I wonder sometimes if I set my expectations on life so high that I am often disappointed because of it.

I was thinking about it because I haven't been happy with anything this evening. I have been extremely moody because of PMS and when I mean moody, I mean moody. I think I keep trying to pick fights with my parents by raising my voice and getting mean. I don't why but it just seems to make the PMSing feel better. I am so weird. And that lead me to consider if I set my expectations too high on life and therefore I am often disappointed in the end result.

I acutally think that I am the oppisite in all honest truth. I mean, with school work, I've come to expect a C or B at the most with many things so I won't be too disappointed if I do horrible. You know, something that is known as reverse physcology.

Yet oddly, as I write this, nothign makes in the least bit of sense to me. I just feel done with it all. Maybe it is the senioritis talking but I just feel over every single little thing that makes us "responsible" about human life... like work, cleaning, etc. I just want to Anything I writer will sound dumb this evening in my honest humble opinion.

Maybe I should just quit while I'm head and such.

Well, yeah.

Night.

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